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I hope my smileCan distract youI hope my fistsCan fight for...

Thu, 06 Jun 2013 09:01:34 -0500

I hope my smile
Can distract you
I hope my fists
Can fight for two
So it never has to show
And you’ll never know

I hope my love
Can blind you
I hope my arms
Can bind you
So you’ll never have to see
What we’ve grown to be

One may think
We’re alright
But we need pills
To sleep at night
We need lies
To make it through the day
We’re not ok

One may think
We’re doing fine
But if I had to lay it on the line
We’re losing ground
With every passing day
We’re not ok

But that’s one thing
I would never
One thing I would never
That’s one thing
I would never say to you

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Pills - The Perishers

Breaks my heart every time I hear this song. It’s so raw and fragile.

all i knowis that i feel alone,and being with youonly makes it...

Thu, 06 Jun 2013 06:22:12 -0500

all i know
is that i feel alone,
and being with you
only makes it worse

I imagine drinking tea then suddenly a Cheshire cat says hello...

Wed, 05 Jun 2013 04:05:44 -0500

I imagine drinking tea then suddenly a Cheshire cat says hello and disappears.

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Tue, 04 Jun 2013 04:46:19 -0500

Sometimes I regret being nice. There are a lot of things I do which are sometimes I absentmindedly...

Mon, 03 Jun 2013 08:22:00 -0500

Sometimes I regret being nice.

There are a lot of things I do which are sometimes I absentmindedly do and I never realize that I’m just being too nice to someone. Then one day I realize why I’m giving too much time and effort to a person who doesn’t even give a damn about me? It is bad to care too much, but sometimes you just got to.If I don’t care, I’ll push them away. And pushing people away is not very nice.

I’ll leave and act like they’re just normal people I know that pops in my mind for a brief moment and appears in my phone’s contact list whenever I need to talk to them. I’ll smile and wave whenever I see them, talk for a while and leave, strictly platonic.

Sometimes I apologize when I didn’t do anything wrong, I show care by giving them time, I help them when they’re in need, I laugh with them, share anything we want to; these things are important too but I regret being nice because the worst is, I make unworthy people a priority in my life.

lookedupandfellasleep: Do you ever just feel so alone? And you know you shouldn’t feel that way...

Mon, 03 Jun 2013 08:03:19 -0500

lookedupandfellasleep:

Do you ever just feel so alone? And you know you shouldn’t feel that way because there are people who care about you, and love you, but somehow you still do? Somehow, even with those people around you, you still feel so alone in everything. How they seem to know you so well, yet really know nothing about you at the same time. You are just alone. Alone in your pain, alone in your crying, alone in your sadness. You know you have people who love you, who want nothing more than to be there for you when you need someone to talk to, to remind you how much they care, but you’re still alone crying. No one is there to tell you everything’s going to be okay, no one there to give you a hug, comfort you, or cry with you. You’re just alone. With your pain and your sadness. When is it going stop? When is the pain going to stop? When will you stop being so sad? When will you stop being alone? When will you stop making yourself feel so alone even when you’re not? When will it stop hurting? When will you stop yourself from hurting?

‘Cause it hurts. So much.

Just make it stop.

Stop. I don’t want to hurt anymore. Make it stop.

“Someday we will bottle up the stars together.” I...

Tue, 28 May 2013 06:33:22 -0500

“Someday we will bottle up the stars together.”

I wonder, when will that ever happen?

"When I am next to the sea, the wide spread of water laps over me with an enduring peace and..."

Sat, 25 May 2013 07:36:59 -0500

“When I am next to the sea, the wide spread of water laps over me with an enduring peace and excitement that feels like finding some precious rock in the earth, a sense of touching something that is most essentially me in a place where my past and my future intersect along the present. The present, that line of stress and connection and performance, the intense crashing now. Yet only earth and sky last forever, and the ocean joins them.”

- Audre Lorde, I Am Your Sister: Collected and Unpublished Writings of Audre Lorde (via awritersruminations)

I don’t love you I’m just passing the timeYou could...

Sat, 25 May 2013 07:07:09 -0500

I don’t love you I’m just passing the time
You could love me if I knew how to lie
But who could love me?
I am out of my mind
Throwing a line out to sea

I, I know why
Because when I look in her eyes
I just see the sky
When I look in her eyes
Well I, I just see the sky

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She Had The World - Panic At The Disco (Alternative Version)

I love this song, it’s sweet and sad at the same time.

Never Fall In Love With A Child

Fri, 24 May 2013 06:58:49 -0500

by sleepwithapathy

Never fall in love with a child
for they are simple-hearted.
They love as they need.
She loves for she needs her father’s kiss.
He loves for he needs his mother’s breast.

Never go on a date with a child.
Their attention spans are short.
They will fidget in their seats
until
you let them go and leave you
to finish your champagne alone.

Never play games with a child.
They think they can fool you
with the best hiding places
but worse, you have to play along
if you want to keep them happy.

Never hand a child deadly weapons
like “I love you” or “You’re beautiful”.
They don’t know how to use them.
They’ll play them like party favors,
and leave them lying around by the end of the night.

Never give your heart to a child
because when they break it,
they’ll sweep the broken pieces under the rug
And expect you to believe them
When they say they didn’t do it.

You are like a beautiful flower in a bunch of sharp thorns. Then...

Tue, 21 May 2013 10:55:25 -0500

You are like a beautiful flower in a bunch of sharp thorns. Then I realized that the thorns are also you, lingering in your heart, never wanting to go away, because it’s stuck.

And you can’t let go.

You just can’t.

I love listening to it. Feels like a haunted lullaby. Sounds...

Tue, 21 May 2013 07:32:00 -0500

I love listening to it. Feels like a haunted lullaby. Sounds like the music that will play once you see that person you missed a lot and wondered how much you’ve missed them.

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Jack’s Dream - Oblivion soundtrack by M83

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Tue, 21 May 2013 07:20:21 -0500

abrutalkind: rain just started, the air flows through my apartment - blowing from window to...

Tue, 21 May 2013 07:00:39 -0500

abrutalkind:

rain just started,

the air flows through my apartment - blowing from window to window;

curtains flutter & whirl about dancing in the wind.

rain pours down outside the screens, the wind blows the fine particles inside

a sweet smell enters the air - one of earth & water,

petrichor….

all while my lovely dog huddles, shivering on the bed with me.

“People empty me. I have to get away to...

Tue, 21 May 2013 06:45:21 -0500

“People empty me. I have to get away to refill.”

-Charles Bukowski

Books and tea are always a perfect match on a really good day.

Mon, 20 May 2013 04:53:36 -0500

Books and tea are always a perfect match on a really good day.

“What I feel I shouldn’t show you, so when you’re around I...

Sat, 18 May 2013 04:49:51 -0500

“What I feel I shouldn’t show you,
so when you’re around I won’t;
I know I’ve no right to feel it,
but it doesn’t mean I don’t.”

— Lang Leav

Photo by Michal Zahornacky

Missed Risks

Mon, 13 May 2013 07:24:24 -0500

followandreblog:

I had been too careful with you, scared of messing anything up…That I missed on the chance of creating what could possibly be the greatest love story this world could ever have.

You were worth all the risk I didn’t have the courage to take.

I wonder every time I wake up in the morning if you had a good...

Sat, 11 May 2013 08:10:55 -0500

I wonder every time I wake up in the morning if you had a good night sleep.

That maybe the sunrise gave you hope for another pleasant day ahead.

Then I will be sitting here if you don’t mind, just watching the sun rise up with it’s ever beautiful glory. And wonder what you are thinking. I close my eyes.

I will let you die.

I will let you die in my mind and be vanished.

I will let you be in peace, and free you from my scattered thoughts.

Then I can finally breathe and start my morning without regrets.

My worries will be gone, all my sorry will be forgotten.

I will let you slip off my fingers and see you wander around as light as a feather, finding a new place to drop by.

The burden will be gone.

You will be gone.

And you won’t be found again.

I open my eyes.

I feel the heat wrapped around my face, yet the chills still linger on my shoulders, as if hugging me from all the burden I have just let go of.

All will be good.

But tonight I’m going to cry myself to sleep.

Because tomorrow, I will let you die again.

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Thu, 09 May 2013 09:51:44 -0500